| I'm supposed to be copying and pasting all of my entries from Korea onto my blogspot page..
but i'm lazy.. and find myself bombarded with work during the day... so i will post slowly...
some of my blogs were strung high on emotions of leaving.. my thoughts.. my expectations... it might be a lot deeper than some of the things I've written in the past... Chuseok weekend passed and like always I'm trying to recover the sleep time I've wasted... Saw an old friend (which was nice)... Saw my family (all my nieces and nephew)... Received a call from another friend (thank you for the call)... Ate great food...
cleaned my apartment.. kicked it with co-workers.. kicked it with my girls...
Erasing all the drama...
just living a carefree life worrying about nothing else but the people and things that matter to me the most... |
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| i lied... im not back on xanga...
ive started a new blog... kcitychic.blogspot.com i'll start posting soon...
copying and pasting all of my thoughts from the first time i got back to the motherland...
missing home... but finally doing my thing.. working, sending money home, making new friends, spending time with familia... working my way to the top... |
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| it took exactly 2 months and 27 days for the ranting to begin... let the good times begin...... *woOohoo* |
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| im in LA...
its freaking AwEsoMe..
been catching up with old friends.. call meeeeeee guys.....
ill be here until August 21st (Tuesday) |
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| i'm sitting in my mom'z living room.. just chillin.. listening to my mom talk to her best friend about a lady who passed away this week... she was one of my mom's friends from when I was in high school... Financially distraught, the family had to cremate her to eliminate costs...
its really sad to know someone and hear of the passing.. this is the 5th death of someone who was close to pass this year... and i realized after the 2nd death, im not very good with death... but the question is: who is?
It is calming to tell yourself that the person is in a better place...
but questions arise in my mind.. a tulmultuous storm without an end...
life can be so short...
these people who had passed had barely hit 55... and as my own mother nears that age.. i begin to wonder.. when is it near the end? Things can be so complicated if you think of it in those terms.. but i've finally realized that we all have to make the best of the current situation...
we cannot dwell on the past.. no what the future holds.. we must only live day by day.. and treat others as it is the last time you'll see them... so, i apologize to those who have seen the worst of me..and who ive mistreated...
there are times that i can't seem to humble myself.. my pride always gets the best of me..
when I see the things happening in my life.. i realize that there isnt enough time to come clean about my past discretions.. so im just going to live it.. without any regrets...
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